July

I can swear that Spain is the hottest contry ever .I can beleive how hot it can be here . I wish I would have a big fan to have it always with me :)
anyways we are doing good . i guess i am a little lazzy to write , i like more to read :P
Samuel is doing great . he is 11 months . He still dosent walk but that´s ok . Right now he callss me ma :)) . btw he has 5 teeth , he looks like a little rabbit .
well i cant write to much today but i promise to write more and to put pics!!

10 months old

:) I was looking at the pictures with little Ashley , she is soooooo cute !!! I am so happy for Irina and Fred. Actually ,it rememded me of Sammy when he was a new born , he was just like an angel .
He is still an angel , only that an angel that makes little "prostii" :)) . Actually my son finds it easy to call me "baba" in stead of mama , which makes me laugh so much . I try to teach him to call me mama , but the only word that he wants to say when he is calling is still "baba" .
He calls David "ta-ta" , and David is so proud :)). he is like " look at my son , he calls me tata " .
I still can´t beleive that he is 10 months old . I seemd that yesterday he was a new born , and he can do all sort of things . My favorite is when he stands up , next to the bed and he looks around him and he wants to walk , he thinks for a moment and then he just figure it out that is to scared to walk all by him self and then he stay down :)) . He is so cute ! It makes me laugh all the time .
Well I guess that pretty soon Iºll have to put some pics too ... but not now because I dont have my camera with me .

Long time

Itºs been a long time since I last wrote . Well I didnt had time and I dont have internet home :(( , yet .
Anyway , Spain is very hot , but I like it . We are living in Mejorada del Campo , thatºs 30 min far away from Madrid.
The temple is beautiful here , and actually the ward we go to is next to the temple so we see the temple every time we go to church :)
Samuel is a big boy now , he says diferent words (like pa-pa , and David thinks he is saying papa in Spanish , that makes me laugh all the time , because Samuel actually is asking for food ) . he stands up , he makes a few steps with help but he is scared to walk all by him self . In two months he is going to be a year old.
Well I dont have time to write more now - next time!

Finally!!!

As usually , I am way back with updates :). the big news is that we are finally in Spain , yay !!!! I´ve been here for 2 weeks now and things are great :D .
I am not that good with spanish but at least I understand and I can reply back :D

March

This months always brings great memories to me .
Two year ago in February we were talking about Eragon . We where talking about his adventure and Saphira`s and how great the books are. And then , in March our adventure , writen with a magical feather , called love , started . Ans since then we kept writing and writing .
Well , once again March is the month that will play a great part , because this month we will be reunited , after a long time :) . Well it didnt past that long but for me every day seems like a week .
Just 3 more weeks !

Papers!

1st I wanna say that in the past few days I write really bad - I mean I think I write a word but then the word is not there - I think I`m crazzy hahahahaha .. well actually I am very happy that David FINALY made the papers I need for Sam . So I`ll get them Friday or Monday then I`ll do directly to the passport place - make Sam`s passport and then start packing . I`m so happy ! It`s been like for ever since I`ve seen David and I miss his so much - it is true that we talk almost everyday at the phone but is not the same thing.
Well in about a month I`ll be in Spain .
Last ight David called me "Ania , the dog of my brother has like 12 puppies . We should take one . " That really suprized me , because he is not a really big fan of having a dog . " yeah , sure , what type of dog " - " I`m not sure , the dog looks like golden retrivier , but it is brown with stains " . " Well , David , I think is a lab dog but I have to see her first " . "Sure , you are going to choose the puppy" .
Well , I do want a dog , mostly for Sam , like a trained dog to look after him , not one of those lazzy dogs but I`m not really sure what kind of breed it is really the best for kids . the only good thing is that we have a back yard and I`m not going to keep the dog inside :) .

Little Sam is 6 months !!

Well Sam turned 6 months on 11th . I cant believe he is that big already . I love him so much !
We are getting ready to leave to Spain , we only need a paper from David so I can make Sam`s passport . I hope that next week he can make it and send it to me and after that will start all the craziness with packing all the stuff I need to take with me .
I hope that by next month I`ll be in Spain .
Other than that we are doing fine but we are missing David a lot :)

Jurnalul unui copil nenascut

Jurnalul unui copil nenascut
5 octombrie: Astazi a inceput prima mea zi de viata. Parintii mei inca nu stiu, dar eu deja exist. Si voi fi fetita. Voi avea parul blond si ochii albastri. Deja este stabilit aproape totul, chiar si faptul ca voi iubi florile.
19 octombrie: Unii sustin ca eu nu sint inca o persoana reala, ca numai mama exista. Dar eu sint o persoana reala, tot asa cum o firimitura de piine este totusi paine adevarata. Mama exista. La fel si eu.
23 octombrie: Acum tocmai a inceput sa mi se deschida gurita. Ginditi-va, peste aproximativ un an de zile voi ride, iar mai tirziu voi vorbi. Stiu care va fi primul cuvint pe care-l voi spune: MAMA.
25 octombrie: Azi a inceput sa-mi bata inima de una singura. De acum incolo ea va bate incetisor pentru tot restul vietii, fara ca vreodata sa se opreasca pentru a se odihni! Iar dupa multi ani va obosi. Se va opri si dupa aceea voi muri.
2 noiembrie: Cresc cite putin in fiecare zi. Incep sa mi se formeze miinile si picioarele. Dar trebuie sa mai astept mult timp pina cind aceste picioruse ma vor inalta spre bratele mamei si pina cind aceste minute vor putea culege flori si il vor putea imbratisa pe tata.
12 noiembrie: La miini incep sa mi se formeze degetelele. Asa mici, sint de-a dreptul caraghioase! Cu ele voi putea mingaia parul mamei.
20 noiembrie: Abia astazi doctorul i-a spus mamei ca eu exist aici, sub inima ei. Oh, cit de fericita trebuie sa fie! Esti fericita, mami?
25 noiembrie: Mami si tati probabil ca se gindesc ce nume sa-mi puna. Dar ei nici macar nu stiu ca sint fetita. Vreau sa ma cheme Cati. Doar sint mare deja.
10 decembrie: Imi creste parul. Este moale, stralucitor si matasos. Ma intreb cum este oare parul mamei?
13 decembrie: Acum aproape ca pot sa vad. In jurul meu este intuneric. Cind mami ma va scoate in lume, in jur vor fi pretutindeni soare si flori. Dar, mai mult decit orice, vreau s-o vad pe mami. Cum arati, mami?
24 decembrie: Oare mami aude ticaitul inimii mele? Unii copii vin pe lume putin bonavi. Inima mea insa este puternica si sanatoasa. Bate intr-una: tic-tac, tic-tac. Mami, vei avea o fetita sanatoasa.
28 decembrie:Astazi mama mea m-a ucis.


This is one of the sades things I have ever read . And , there are a lot of women that kill their little babies , just because they made a "mistake" . A baby is not a mistake , is a life , full of dreams just like me and you , a baby has hopes and no one has the right to take that way . If they dont want a baby they should just wait until is born and give it for adoption or they should not make any more "mistakes".

Adoption

I guess everyone knows what happened in Haiti . It is very sad to everything destroied there.
I was talking to David a few days ago and he told me that he would like if we could adopt a girl from Haiti . I actually like the idea of adpoting a girl :) but we will see what we can do when I go to Spain .

2010

Yes , I just deleted everything from my blog and I`m starting fresh :) .
Lets see what happend - David left on 4th of December last year to work in Spain . He is working there with his brothers . I was supposed to go there with baby Sam in February . When I went to make Sam`s passport I learned that I need a paper from with results that David agrees that I make the passport of Sam , which I didnt had . In the end David said that he will come in April to take us there . I actually like the fact that he is coming here because the idea of me traveling alone with a baby and having lugage after me ... that would be a hard thing to do.
Sam in 5 months now :) He is a cutty and loves to play , especially with me .
Anyway , David already found a place to live . We are going to live close to Madrid . I`m glad that we are going to have a temple close by .